I’ve gone through life with the bad, as everyone does. Basically what each moment of pain brings me is the knowledge that it will either be healed or I will simply get used to the new.
Trust me, I’ve been through some bad shit in my life. You will get through it. Eventually.
If you need help remember you’re loved and someone will always want to help as long as you’re willing to gain help. If anything I’ll always be here if you need it loves.